I see you’re trying to “find your way”. We all are. You’ll probably settle for your very own explaination of reality, the way most of us do. I have a feeling it will be an interesting philosophy and as unique as you are.

Be careful in your search. There are so many views. To explain what life is all about, and not get lost, look at the world with your own eyes; listen with your own ears; smell with your own nose; taste with your own tongue; and feel with your own skin. You already have everything you need to ask and answer your own questions. The answers may not come as quick as you’d like, but they will come.